Well last night was quite a night. Plenty of beautiful women yet I “freeze” at every given moment to talk to one. I find it interesting that the women that I call bottom feeders just like men that prey on easier women flock to me. I must be radiating off “desperate nerdy fumes” because some how I get myself into uncomfortable situations. I’d say even after 9 straight hard liquer double shot drinks I’m still sober. A woman hitting on me, completely drunk and vulnerable, starts physically showing her affection. Right there I could of easily took her home and had a successful night to most bottom feeder guys. She was bottom feeding on me, at least I think. Granted I consider myself a pretty nice guy I don’t know how to tell girls I’m not interested so I just try to disappear. I know that sounds crummy and wrong, but what else can I do?
Last night I met a wonderful, cheery, cute woman engaging herself into the finance industy. To me this is a complete turn on and makes her even sexier. But rather when she asks someone to dance, even though I like to dance, I freeze and right at that moment history creates itself. Possibly now that guy will be the guy she personally chooses, and although I have many more simular interests with her and she liked my compliments because I chose to stand there and not act I am virtually non-existent. So then later say I might end up doing something even more incredibly dumb like sending her flowers to see if she remembers me to spark her interests that I’m still thinking about her? Oh, of course, but probably by then any chance will be gone.
Did I also say that I’ve been hitting on a woman 20 years older then me? Okay, shes into business too. She stays in shape and in my opinion is much sexier and prettier then most 20 years I go after, but still maybe too mature for me? She left early because we came together at the bar. I think she likes me, she maybe even had a fantasy, but realistically she would not let me persuade her to date me even if I think shes hot. I was thinking though with the laws of attraction even if I was dating her and we were looking for simular partners in our age group wouldn’t this still attract our opposite sexes for more options? You know how you are married or dating and suddenly all these beautiful women/men suddenly appear, but you are locked in a relationship. Well that is what I was thinking. maybe it might do us some good?
For stocks AAPL has reached $154, but my options have been re-evaluated it seems twice and have only gone up to the price I paid for them. Twice now I could of sold them up $2500. I’m hoping my patience pays off. Current Apple Inc. news has been moving it up. Last year AAPl fell the first week of October through the half of the month. Will history repeat itself? Investors are very optimistic and earnings is in late Oct. The $2900 appraiser is going out to evaluate this new trailer park. I hope everything is an okay and the park is appraised much higher so I could possibly use the funds to purchase a much bigger park by the time I’m out of the USCG. Currently my first park is taking a lot of work moving out tenants, throwing away tons of trash, and getting it up to habitable standards. The new property manager has been a big help and I hope he can handle it. I pray my parks run successfully so I can fly out and take the property managers out to a nice dinner to reward them.
well thats a nerds life for ya.