getting fat is easy, going broke, and getting more stupid

ok. probably not the most positive title for a blog post, but it is true. i just threw down a footlong subway meatball sub an hour ago and i’m already stuffing down a second footlong turkey because my mind is impulsing me to eat eat eat! call it being depressed, moapy, flabby, or deadbeat I think i’m reacting to my monthly situation. i got rent from both roommates which is a plus. hopefully it will be automatically in my account the first of the month in sept. recently, actually living in my own place has turned on this crazy consumer buying spree inside me constantly burning like a waxy ongoing burning smelly candle. i think Lowe’s and Home Depot ABSOLUTELY LOVE ME! i think i’ve spent together over $5000 in the past two months on home renovation crap. i mean it is all just crap. i really think back at just buying what i needed, rented room’s for less, and just being able to LIVE in my place since the past two months have been bare no-use of anything practically living because of my moron contractor constantly putting me on the backburner (you’d understand this living in hawaii – “hawaii time”).

all of my bank accounts except my property income savings account are all NEGATIVE checking right now…. i hate to admit it, but currently for the first time in a LONG time i am living paycheck to paycheck until i pay off the credit cards and get back onto a normal budget plan. as soon as i’m paid and money is transferred into my two other accounts the money will suddenly be ZAPPED and back to a hopeful $100 left balance after bills are paid. going broke sucks, getting fat is easy, and doing both at the same time really feels like i’m getting more stupid.

SWN OCT 40 Call options currently “stagnet” but still in big uptrend.
kitchen status – grouted granite tiles today and patio. after its done my floors need a super cleaning…..i guess i could spare some calories right now.. 🙂